Thinking

Well, I've been thinking about a lot of things the last couple of days ... I've been trying to figure some things out ... You see ... I am constantly putting myself in situation I shouldn't been ... I always involve myself in other people's problems when they need help, and I usually end up regretting it ... I don't mean to sound self-absorbed or anything, but other people's problems just complicate my life ... Sometimes I wish people wouldn't come to me for help ... I'm tired of dealing with everyone else's problems ... I have my own to deal with ... Wow that sounds very self-absorbed ... But oh well I guess ... I've also been thinking about relationship crap ... Ugh! I'm probably the only girl in the world who hates being in relationships but at the same time hates not being in them ... =) I confuse myself so much lol ... Well, anyways I guess you could say I've just been doing a lot of thinking lately ... And my head hurts lol ... Its not use to this much usage lol ... =)